The End of Finding Queen Krim

Okay guys, let me just say the same thing you're thinking: I am a TERRIBLE blogger. I have failed to do anything I promised I would and because of that, the 3 followers I once had no longer even read my blog. So, since no one's posting and no one's reading, let's just call it quits. Of course, I'm not giving up on becoming popular, I'm just not going to post about it. Well, i never do that anyway so I'm really just not going to say that I'm going to post it. Good bye, guys. This is my very last post. ever

Day 1: Getting Started and Answering Questions

Hi guys. i know it's been a while, again, but I have a good excuse. I've been doing some remodeling in my house. My dad said i could be in charge so I had to make my house cool party-ish. and may i just say it's pretty awesome. I mean it's crazy sexy cool. I even convinced my dad to get a bar installed in a corner in a room i kind of promised him would be adults only.

Now that I am party ready and my house is party ready, this summer is totally going to take off now. I've already been listening to a couple rumors that say there is going to be party at Fawn's place today. Today is friday by the way, you know for people who are reading this NOT on today. Anyway, it's gonna be a blast.

Okay, I got a couple e-mails asking what happened with Derrick. Here is your answer: I don't know. Derrick just kind of faded away. He was there and we were happy, and he just started showing up less and less until he wasn't in my life at all. But no, I was never technically his girlfriend. I would've loved to be, but he never asked me. Then one day, he showed up saying that his life a bit too full for a girlfriend and that was it. I haven't seen him since. Yes, I do still like him, but he didn't treat me right so it's over. Maybe I'll meet someone else.

Finding Queen Krim: Summer Break Edition part 2

I just wanted to follow up my last post with an explanation. In my town, no one goes away for the summer. No one. We all stick around to listen to the rumor mill (thank you Easy A! If you haven't seen it, You should) and of course to have sick parties. Well, I've heard that they're awesome but I've never actually been invited. This summer, I am going to get myself invited. No matter what. Tomorrow I'm going to get myself another makeover and a new summer wardrobe.

Sincerely,

your future queen, Krim

Finding Queen Krim: Summer Break Edition

So, if you guys hadn't noticed. I haven't blogged in a while. I hope I didn't lose the only three followers I once had. I'll keep going just in case.

Before I begin, let me just update you guys. My popularity level is still at zero. My makeover totally fell apart. I got my extensions tangled, the fake eyelashes got messed up, and I haven't even touched any makeup at all. Fawn is still bullying me and I'm still a poor farmer living on the far away outskirts of the outskirts of the kingdom. So, I'm going to completely start over this summer. So, as a refresher, I will post my edited beginning speech. again.

--------------------------------------------------------------------------

***High School: a daily process (5 days a week) that is used by adults to torture and abuse adolescents emotions.***


Yeah, I know what you're thinking. "High school is to prepare you for college and life in the real world." and "High School isn't that bad, just step up." or some crap like that. I don't care what you say, high school is not, not, not, about learning. It's about climbing to the top of the social ladder. Doing your homework comes second, and everyone knows it.

High school is like a kingdom. You have your King and Queen, their royal families, your lords and ladies, the knights, the rich landowners who do absolutely nothing but have money somehow, the rich-but-not-too-rich merchants, the peasants, and then the poor farmers who live in the land outside the kingdom but everyone else lives in the city. I, no surprise here, happen to be a poor farmer. I work hard on my farm to grow my veggies and then respectable citizens come take them, sell them to the other citizens and then claim that they feed their people. That's what happens to me Monday through Friday except, they don't take veggies. They steal my ideas, jokes, clothing styles, and things like that. And on top of that, the King and Queen have the nerve to tax me! By 'taxing me' I mean bullying me and spreading rumors about me. And their loyal subjects get tax deductions by making/spreading rumors about me and bullying me.

I saw the picture (the big one with the heart that's right up there) and thought that maybe I'm like that heart. Maybe the real Krim (me) is hidden beneath layers of gray gunk and I just haven't found Krim yet. I can climb to the top of this monarchy while finding the real Krim! The real Krim belongs at the top of the monarchy of high school and I'm going to find her and restore her to her rightful place as Queen of my high school.

Sincerely the Future Queen,

Krim

I've Been Shipwrecked. But I've Found My Lighthouse

so, i'm sorry guys. i've been a terrible blogger. you guys have probably given up on my blog already b/c i have not blogged since Feb. and now 2010 is almost over. not only did i abandone my blog, i abandonded my plan to become popular, but i do have a really good reason. I've been in the hospital since march 1st. i had an accident and i've been recovering. i don't regret it at all. and you know why? when i come back from winter break everyone will know who i am. I lost some weight in the hospital, I've been taking really good care of my skin and my hair has grown...... so i'm looking better than ever. and guess what??? I HAVE RUMORS!!!! some people think i was just in rehab so they're gonna be checking me out for evidence. guys included. but i wont be checking guys out. i'm totally glued to Derrick. He's been calling me these past months but i would'nt let him come see me. how could i .et him see me all bandaged up in an ugly hospital gown. if he sees me a my worst he won't like any more, i'm sure of it. no matter what he says. so... GET READY FOR SOME NEW POSTS BECAUSE I'M GONNA ROCK 2011!!!!

p.s. i went back and read my old post. i had a total twilight moment!!! i thought that i that i was dreaming when Derrick was waiting for me at my locker!!!!

Day 8: Lost My Path

You know, I've realized that I've been a pretty crappy blogger lately. I started so I could be popular at school and have friends and well, transition from poor farmer  Krim to Queen Krim I've totally stayed from that though. For the past couple blogs, I have talked about nothing but Derrick, Derrick, and guess what? Derrick. It's sooo pathetic. I haven't even done anything to get me popular. All I've been doing is just, coasting. That's not going to get me anywhere. Seriously, I've just been surviving. I DON'T WANNA JUST SURVIVE!!! farmers survive, i wanna be a queen that really lives. I don't want to just exist, I want to feel everything around me and think This is kinda nice, I like it here. So, I'm doing something about it. I'm getting back on track and this time, I'm adding a few changes.

-----------------------------------------------------

No More:

1. coasting: i wanna appreciate life and coasting is just so tiring.

2. loosing sight of my goal. I've been off track for months and those months have been the most miserable times of my life. I'm so over not having a goal

3. Derrick. I'm not going to get approval from guys if I'm not single. I've talked to him about taking some time alone and he's cool with it. we both just need to get our lives straight before we enter someone else's or let someone else enter our's. It was a mutual feeling but we agreed that if we're both single when we both get things right, then we'll go on a date and see where it goes from there.

Day 7: Heaven

so, I got a couple of e-mails about not logging on everyday to tell what happened. You see guys, I'm a student and I'm trying to be a good one. I'll get kicked out of school if my GPA every drops below a 2.0 and I can't let that happen. I can only make a post when I'm not busy with work. >.< I know it sucks and everything (at least 2 me) but bear with me. I'll post it all someday.

I did see Derrick again though, for like 5 minutes. I don't think he's avoiding me or anything. We're both just busy with things going on right now. hopefully he's busy by himself just like me. Is it wrong that I wish he was alone and not with cute girls and realize that I'm all wrong for him? At school, I've been getting the freeze-out. It's like I don't exist. I'm not even worth messing with anymore. It kind of hurts even more than being bullied. At least then I had proof that I was real. That I'm human and capable of feeling. Well until next time..... I <3 THIS BLOG!! I'll try to update for often, I promise!

Day 6: Fate Does Exist!

So, I was all set to go to school and be bored out my mind. but I had other things coming to me. Or make that other people. Well, you remember how Derrick said we went to the same school? I didn't remember that at but I'll never forget that now. When I got to school, he was waiting for me at my locker. I just stood there gazing at him. I could have sworn that I was dreaming until he spoke to me.

• Derrick: Finally! I've been waiting here for so long.
• Me: (frozen in place. seriously shocked. my hands fly up to my face b/c i was up all night crying about how I'd never see him again. I even blogged about it on my last post.)
• Derrick: What? Do I have something on my face?
• Me: No. I just thought I'd never see you again.
• Derrick: Nah, can't get rid of me that easily. You might not like me now but, I'm gonna wear you down one of these days. Trust me
• Me: When did I say I didn't like you?
• Derrick: You've run away from me three times. I think it goes without saying.
• Me: No. I like you a lot. It's me I don't like.
• Derrick: (looked at me. up and down) You're not such a good judge of character are you? You're beautiful, smart, I've seen your name on honor roll, you're talented, funny, not too brave though. Running away from a nice guy like me. I'm harmless.
• Me: So, what did you wanna talk about? I mean, coming all the way to my locker. It must me something important.
• Derrick: I just had to see you. Hear your voice. Tell you how much I like you. Give you this.
• Me: huh?

Just then, Derrick leaned forward and down and kissed me. Right in front of everyone is the hallway! I don't know how, but I just knew what to do with my lips and my tongue. He seemed to enjoy it as much as I did. Maybe even more. He spoke asoftly fter we pulled apart.

• Derrick: (a little out of breath) Am I supposed to believe you've never done this before?
• Me: (out of breath too) Well, it's the truth so that would be nice. Have you?
• Derrick: Yeah, but it's never felt that....... intense before. I've never felt like a kiss could be so meaningful before. Is it because you're a good kisser or because I think I love you? And you, maybe, love me too?
• Me: Well, we have time to see, right?
• Derrick: I've got all the time in the world for you, babe.
• Me: Babe?
• Derrick: What? You think you can just kiss a guy who really, really likes you and then just not be his girlfriend?
• Me: No, it's just I didn't ecpect you to want me to be your....your....
• Derrick: Girlfriend.
• Me: Yeah, that's the word. Hold on a minute. I'll be right back

I walked over to another ow of lockrs and banged my head on one of them. I just had to wake myself up! If It wasn't right for me to dream like this. I'd go crazy.

• Derrick: Hey! That head happens to be very important to me. Please don't break it.
• Me: It's already broken. That's why youre here.
• Derrick: what?
• Me: You see. I have to wake myself up before I get even more hapy than I am already. I'll wanna kill myself when I wake up and realize I'll never see you again.
• Derrick: Awwww. Babe, I'm real. This is no dream.
• Me: That's just what a dream would say.

After a while, Derrick convinced me I wsn't dreaming. Then the bell rang and I had to go to class. I didn't see him again. Not eversine and it's been almost two weeks. The suspense is killing me.

Day 5: I Think I'm in Love

i keep thinking about Derrick! Oh, just typing his name gices me shivers, but in a good away! Maybe even too good for my own good, and his. Idk why but I feel like I can trust him and be trusted by him. But it might just be infatuation or something. You know, where you think you love hime but then you wake up the next morning and you can't stand to even look at him. Or Worse! Derrick not being able to stand looking at me! Or what if he was only nice to me on a dare or a bet or a concussion so that he sees some blonde supermodel chic when he's really just looking at plain old me! What if he's blind! actually, I wouldn't mind that. Then I wouldn't feel insignificant when other girls flirt with him on our dates. OUR DATES?! WOAH NELLY! I'm getting too far ahead of myself! Who said anything about being a couple? He might just like me as a friend. or maybe he doesn't even like me! Maybe he hates my guts so much that he's gonna pretend to like me, make me fall for him, ask me out, and then dump me and break my hear forever! ohh, i hope that's not it. I want him to like me. Oh, I just don't know what to do! I've never been in this kind of situation before, or anything close to it! HOLY CRAP! I'm getting ahead of things again. Maybe i should just talk to him. Oh wait (smacks myself on the forehead) I ran away from him again. I don't have his number...I don't have a last name.....I don't have anything....I might not ever see him again. I mean, we go to the same school and all but HH is huge. Even the seniors haven't seen every classroom. and that wouldn'e be such a big deal if Justin L. wasn't a senior for the fourth time this year. Krim, you big fat idiot! You messed things up yet again before they even began!

Day 4: Mischief with Merchants

     So, on movies the quickest way to get popular is through gossip. If it works for Hollywood, then it should work for LA, right? That's what I want to find out. I figured it would work better if I told people that were really desperate to be high class society. You know, the merchants that wanna be noble lords and ladies. They go to tell the lords and ladies, the lords and ladies tell the Queen's and King's personal lords and ladies. Then, the whole kingdom knows who you are, what grade you're in, and they wanna hang out with you. That's easy, right? Wrong. Your gossip-- that you start-- has to be something worth talking about. That's the hard part. I have nothing going right now and I don't know what I could possibly make up that the upper class society would like. I don't know anything about what high society, and merchants, interests. So I figure that I just have to make someone interested in me. Preferably, a cute guy. Hopefully a lord or a higher class merchant.
     So, I didn't expect my plan to work, but apparently my makeover went better than I thought it did. It was Saturday and I was at the beach. Yeah, I know it was like 67 degrees or something but the beach was my mom's favorite place before she died. I was wearing a blueish green bikini with an extra large white sweater but I had it un-zipped. The wind was blowing so I had my hair up in a sloppy-ish bun that was half ponytail. it looked a lot better than it sounds. trust me. I wasn't looking for attention or starting my plan to get popular ar anything. I hadn't been planning to do that until the next day of school. I didn't expect to see anyone at the beach. No one from my school comes to the beach on Saturday mornings. I was just walking and singing and looking for shells. It might be kind of wierd but my mom loved the beach and she loved making jewelry so I make jewelry out of the shells. I've gotten really good at it and I wear them everyday. They make me feel closer to my mom. Anyways, I was just doing my thing when a voice spoke from behind me.
Voice: You've got a nice voice there.
I just kept walking. No one ever talks to me, so I figured this time wouldn't be any different.
Voice: Excuse me, I just couldn't help but hear. You've got an amazing voice. Do you take lessons?
I looked around me so I could see the person that the voice was talking to. I wanted to hear the amazing voice to but the second I stopped singing, so did the amazing voice. I turned around the cutest guy I've ever seen was standing in front of me. He has dark green eyes and black hair that reaches the nape of his neck. It was wet so it looked kind of.....idk, pasted to his forhead? Whatever it was, it working for him.

• Me: Um, are you talking to me?
• Voice: Well, (he smiled down at me. I'm kind of short, 5ft. 3in. but he had to be atleast 6ft.) We are the only people at this beach.
• Me: Sorry, I'm not used to people talking to me.(why did I tell him that? Such a dork!) Well, thank you for the compliment.

I turned around to go. If i stayed around that guy long enough, he would eventually see the real me and run away. I didn't want to give him the chance. Then I broke out into a run. I'd never run faster in my life.

• Voice: Hey! Wait!
• Me: (I turned my head but kept running) Sorry! I've got somewhere to be. I'm just in a rush.
• Voice: Can I atleast get your name? (he was yelling now, I was very far away).

I turned my head back around and pretended I couldn't hear him. I didn't really have anywhere to be so I just went home. I chilled out there until I got kind of bored. I went to get a smoothie just to get out of the house. I was just there waiting in line, minding my own business when someone said, "So, this is where you had to be. Are you meeting your friends?" I was shocked, not because someone spoke to me but because I already recognized the voice. And the face that matched it.

• Me: Don't have any. Guess again.
• Voice: C'mon. Everyone has friends. (he looked at my face-- no. more like he stared into it. It was really intense.) Do I know you?
• Me: How could you? I don't really get out much.
• Voice: No. I'm pretty sure I've seen you before. I'm just pretty surprised that I never actually say you, you know. (he closed his eyes. he looked like he was thinking pretty hard. Then he flashed his eyes open and and snapped.) I got it! Krim...Smith! We go to the same school! How come I never noticed you? (then realization found his face) Oh. I guess you weren't kidding about not having any friends, huh?
• Me: No, I wasn't.
• Voice: Well, I'm Derrick. Let me be your first friend. Whaddya say? Say yes. Or better yet, say maybe even more than friends.
• Me: (my smoothie got there, now that he knew my name and my statues, he was surely gonna remember my embarrassing moments. I had to get out of there!) Well, I got what I came fore so.... See you umm, if I ever see you.

I practicly ran out the store. I had that part planned but, I didn't plan on him following me.

• Derrick: If you don't wanna be friends with me, just say so to my face.
• Me: No, I wanna be friends.
• Derrick: Then what that? (he pointed to the shop) and then back at the beach? You rany away from twice in one day! It seems more like me!
• Me: It's not you that I hate! (I turned around and began walking slowly. I hoped that he would follow me. he did)
• Derrick: Then who do you hate? Just tell me who hurt you and I promise, I'll make sure they never do it again.
• Me: Me! I can't stand being this weak!
• Derrick: You? What bad thing did you do ever do besides stealing my heart and running away with it twice?
• Me: ?

I made my own quote in that very second and decided to live by it starting right then and there! Here it is: When in doubt, run the oposite direction. As fast as you can!