Thursday, March 25, 2010

Day 7: Heaven

so, I got a couple of e-mails about not logging on everyday to tell what happened. You see guys, I'm a student and I'm trying to be a good one. I'll get kicked out of school if my GPA every drops below a 2.0 and I can't let that happen. I can only make a post when I'm not busy with work. >.< I know it sucks and everything (at least 2 me) but bear with me. I'll post it all someday.

I did see Derrick again though, for like 5 minutes. I don't think he's avoiding me or anything. We're both just busy with things going on right now. hopefully he's busy by himself just like me. Is it wrong that I wish he was alone and not with cute girls and realize that I'm all wrong for him? At school, I've been getting the freeze-out. It's like I don't exist. I'm not even worth messing with anymore. It kind of hurts even more than being bullied. At least then I had proof that I was real. That I'm human and capable of feeling. Well until next time..... I <3 THIS BLOG!! I'll try to update for often, I promise!